People are so weak!!

Yo

Why do people feel the need to believe in some invisible man in the sky ? 

I know this is a touchy topic but this is just My opinion about it. People say that by doing good things "God" will make their life happier and accept them in heaven when they die. Doing bad stuff is well, bad. 

Religion has always preached the same thing for the past forever. 

This is how I see things....

Why is it that when someone that doesn't believe does good things, good things happen to him ? 

One might say that "God" Look upon us all, believers or not. But then they come and tell us, if we don't believe we go to Hell... So there again is a contradiction imo. 

Ugh!!  I have so much  in mind to say but this topic bored me already. Fuck that, God is wrong.

Anything and EVERYTHING you do is YOU who brings it upon yourself. If you're negative Shit happens all the time because all you do is look at the shit in life.

Why is it that a happy person is happy ? Do you think they allow bs in their life ? You have the power to control what affects you and what doesn't. 

The end... ugh!!!

I'm so angry I am at a loss of words, but not really.

So today was an interesting day for me.

I cleaned my room and it's super duper.

Oh ya! Also, my "best friend" suddenly isn't so best. Apparently I'm the one to blame, because I'm not perfect ?
Last I checked, when two friends have problems with each other they talk about, but I guess that isn't worth the friendship. I'm actually more pissed at the fact that I should have been the one to do this, and a LONG ASS TIME AGO. I can't believe how patient I was. Sometimes caring about someone else more than one's self is ungood.

BLAH!!!! People come and go, no biggie. OR is it ?!

The beginning of the start ?

Hey Guys, or the 1 person reading this....

Tomorrow, July 22nd 2010, is the official 1st day of my real weight loss program. I'l be posting pics and information on what i'm doing and how i'm doing it. I'm looking forward to it, finally gonna start living a healthier life and sharing my happiness with the world, Cheesy much?

DAMN IT ALL TO HELL

I'm so sick of having to always having to be careful of each and every movements that I do. This damn leg of mine will be the death of me someday. I used to think that medication like Advil, Tylenol or Aspirin were bullshit and it was all in your head, if you believe it'll work then it will, that type of bs. But, these past couple of weeks since my surgery, I am forced to keep taking them on a daily basis because without them I would be in so much pain I might jump off a bridge. Medication day and night, I'm sick of it. I want to be healthy like when I was 15, running, jumping, swimming, I miss it so much just thinking about it makes me sad. Will I ever be able to do sports or return to the gym, I don't know, I sure do hope so though. All I can do now is rest, take it easy and simply wait it out. Ugh!!!~...