Friendship my ass!

WOW, so tonight I realized something that I knew about, I was aware of, but tonight it all makes so much sense.
Friendship is fake! There's no reason to be friends with someone if you have NOTHING to gain from them. I'm not talking about material gain only, but anything and everything we can benefit from such as; love, affection, money, activities, fun times etc...
When you think you know someone, you better think about it twice " Why am I friends with this person, what does he/she want from me, why is he/she nice to me?" These are questions I live by. To some of you it might seem like a bad thing or a negative way of viewing others, but as far as I know, it makes perfect sense.
When you are "friends" with someone one moment and the next instant it's all over because of a little quarrel, you can tell that it was all just an act.

So to whomever it may concern, GO FUCK YOURSELF AND GO BE FAKE ELSEWHERE.,

Bored out of my mind.

So, I'm now in my work training class for this new job I got this past week. It's boring and far.... I honestly don't know if I'll be able to stay here. Gaaahhh I hate working it's unbelievable. Anyway so I'm trying to stay here for as long as I can, the training is paid anyway so it doesn't matter. However I won't be staying here very long. Unless I get a raise out of nowhere. Bah w'll see how it goes. But I'll start looking for something else downtown or anywhere closer to my house.

Why I am the way I am

Many of you know me for being an angry person and complaining a lot about almost anything and everything. Also you may be aware that I've got a HUGE 'Bubble'. By bubble I mean how it is very tough for me to get offended by anything or anyone. However, I can handle almost anything anyone has to say to me, but a lot of you aren't that way. Some get offended for the littlest things and others for the dumbest thing. This annoys the fuck out of me because I don't understand why it is the way it is. I simply don't "get it" how someone can't take a joke or a comment of whatever nature.

As a child, I was told ' Don't do to others, what you don't want others to do to you' which, if you think about it, makes lots of sense. To me though, because I don't care about much, I do and say things sometimes that I might not see as offending 'TO ME' but to an other it may be more than I can imagine.

I've heard people call me a Jerk or a heartless guy, but truly I really am not, I'm just at a complete other level when it comes to "tact" in which I mean I have none. I offend people left and right without ever doing it on purpose and THAT, is what I need to work on.

I'm sorry to all the people I've treated like 'shit' according to your own standards.

Disrespect!

I'll keep this one short and simple.

People that don't give a fuck about other's lives should burn slowly and have their balls shoved up their anus.
If you feel like I just described you than FUCK YOU TOO!!!

DUMB-FUCKING-ASSHOLES!!!

Ok so this morning I'm getting ready to leave for my second day of work and so I'm rushing to not miss my bus.So it's 7:50am I'm leaving my house and what do I see at the bus stop I was going to wait at ? THe DAMN BUSS~ So Not only did the bus driver get there 5 minutes to early, because it was supposed to be there at 7:55am, But check this out.

The light was RED, The bus driver decides to be an idiot and he drives off to the end of the street corner getting ready to turn right at the light. I get there while the light is still Red and I knock at the door. You'll never guess what happened, THe MOTHER FUCKER tells me, " The bus stop is over there" Can you believe the balls this guy has to deny me entry ?

So am I just off here or is this fucked up ?  The bus is supposed to be at the stop at 7:55 so WTF and at least if you're at a red light, wait AT THE STOP and not at the corner of the street that's fucking stupid. So after he denied me I bitched at him I told him this " Are you fucking serious ? You're denying me entry and you don't even give a shit? Why the fuck don't you let me in ? The stop is over there not here. FUCK YOU !! and Smashed the door.  I can't believe what he did.

So tomorrow morning I'm going at the stop at 7:30 and gonna wait there untill I see him again, and if I do OH GOD HELP me I will Cause soooo much shit for him ... FUCK!!!!

now my hand hurts :( Again. lol

I will never understand.

Haven't written in a while, so for my 2 readers, G IS BACK!!! ahem*

So, I was on the bus tonight going back home from a friend's place, and in the bus I noticed people
walking from the complete end of the bus to the front, in order to get off. My question to them, WhyTF do
you sit in the back when you're exiting from the front ? How stupid is that? When I walk in a bus, I spot a
seat to sit in, wait, ring the bell, get up and walk out the closest door. I simply don't understand people sometimes.

Anyway, tonight i'm standing in the middle of the bus, because I didn't feel like sitting. This obese lady walks
all over me to get to the front of the bus. I thought of tripping her, but that's not how I roll.