So.
I was out at a club this past week with some good friends of mine for some good times. There were at least 200 people if not more, drinking, dancing and screaming their faces off. Simply put it was a good time for everyone there.
Here's the catch. I didn't enjoy myself very much. Allow me to explain what I mean. When someone goes out to a club or a bar, they expect to have a good time, enjoy the music, meet new people and party the night away. Unfortunately for me that didn't quite go as planned.
I arrived there at around 10, thought to myself " Only cool people are late" Obviously I'm still living in a fantasy world, but that's besides my point. I go upstairs and saw some old friends and I gotta say, it felt good to embrace people that matter in my life. But that's where the good times ended.
I'm a VERY VERY complicated Man, I know what I like and if I don't have it my way then it's simply not gonna happen. The music was horrid imo, the people were dressed in a way that annoyed my eyes, if you now what I mean. In the state that I am I can't dance or do more than try to meet new people.
Let me ask you something. As a woman/girl. WHY THE FUCK do you ALWAYS think that because a guy tries to start a conversation with you or is acting nice towards you, that he wants to do sexual acts to your face? It makes it so much harder to meet people. Paranoia is something I noticed a lot of people have in this society that we live in. Who is he, why is he looking at me, omg he's walking towards me, where's my pepper spray... Give strangers the benefit of the doubt that maybe perhaps he's a good person.
I just read through everything and realized i'm not making sense... lol But I don't really care because it's 4 in the morning and I should be sleeping now.
Last words: Be who you want to be and change for no one else other than yourself. Love what you love because you love it not because someone you love loves it. ^^
Ciao~~!
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