Old timers, it's time to go.

I'm so pissed off at old people that have absolutely no knowledge of Electronics and such.
Ok so what I lower and increase the heating from time to time, doesn't mean it's gonna break. People need to learn tat a switch, dial, knob ISN'T Gonna break just because you turn it often. Stupid fucks. Always blaming others due to their lack of knowledge. Sigh* Electronics brake it's life, just like old people die part of a cycle.

So next time you touch something and it just so happens that it suddenly breaks, doesn't mean it's your fault.

Strangers and their annoying dirty looks.

So.

I was out at a club this past week with some good friends of mine for some good times. There were at least 200 people if not more, drinking, dancing and screaming their faces off. Simply put it was a good time for everyone there.

Here's the catch. I didn't enjoy myself very much. Allow me to explain what I mean. When someone goes out to a club or a bar, they expect to have a good time, enjoy the music, meet new people and party the night away. Unfortunately for me that didn't quite go as planned.
I arrived there at around 10, thought to myself " Only cool people are late" Obviously I'm still living in a fantasy world, but that's besides my point. I go upstairs and saw some old friends and I gotta say, it felt good to embrace people that matter in my life. But that's where the good times ended.
I'm a VERY VERY complicated Man, I know what I like and if I don't have it my way then it's simply not gonna happen. The music was horrid imo, the people were dressed in a way that annoyed my eyes, if you now what I mean. In the state that I am I can't dance or do more than try to meet new people.

Let me ask you something. As a woman/girl. WHY THE FUCK do you ALWAYS think that because a guy tries to start a conversation with you or is acting nice towards you, that he wants to do sexual acts to your face? It makes it so much harder to meet people. Paranoia is something I noticed a lot of people have in this society that we live in. Who is he, why is he looking at me, omg he's walking towards me, where's my pepper spray...  Give strangers the benefit of the doubt that maybe perhaps he's a good person.

I just read through everything and realized i'm not making sense... lol But I don't really care because it's 4 in the morning and I should be sleeping now.

Last words: Be who you want to be and change for no one else other than yourself. Love what you love because you love it not because someone you love loves it. ^^

Ciao~~!

The cure

So today I met the most awesome strangers at the E.R while I was wating to see a doctor. These two girls I was talking with while waiting, made me realize something that I had before this moment thought not of.

When you feel like shit, PINPOINT The problem, and whatever it is, Fix it. You must do anything in your power to find a way of surmounting it. If you're sick, well , you take meds. If you're feeling down, listen to music. Samething with every other problem in life. Just do what you need to find the cure from the source. Key word here is Source.

Thanks to those two lovely ladies =) I feel like a new man.

Isn't Life great?

Yo.

So this past week was really hard on me for many reasons, but I don't think it's enough to get me down because I am after all A big bad-ass man =D...

I'm gonna keep this short and simple. My back started hurting again after a few weeks of relaxation. The surgery like most of you know, didn't go as well as hoped.So anyways the pain is back and it's mentally frustrating to still after YEARS of this bullshit not to be able to do sports.

After a few days of being down, 2 friends of mine made me realize 2 things. As long as I'm not dead, life still goes on and complaining about my miseries won't change a damn thing.

The latter is that I need to just be positive, be happy and enjoy the things that I DO have in life. And, that's what I'm going to focus on this year. =)

People are so weak!!

Yo

Why do people feel the need to believe in some invisible man in the sky ? 

I know this is a touchy topic but this is just My opinion about it. People say that by doing good things "God" will make their life happier and accept them in heaven when they die. Doing bad stuff is well, bad. 

Religion has always preached the same thing for the past forever. 

This is how I see things....

Why is it that when someone that doesn't believe does good things, good things happen to him ? 

One might say that "God" Look upon us all, believers or not. But then they come and tell us, if we don't believe we go to Hell... So there again is a contradiction imo. 

Ugh!!  I have so much  in mind to say but this topic bored me already. Fuck that, God is wrong.

Anything and EVERYTHING you do is YOU who brings it upon yourself. If you're negative Shit happens all the time because all you do is look at the shit in life.

Why is it that a happy person is happy ? Do you think they allow bs in their life ? You have the power to control what affects you and what doesn't. 

The end... ugh!!!

I'm so angry I am at a loss of words, but not really.

So today was an interesting day for me.

I cleaned my room and it's super duper.

Oh ya! Also, my "best friend" suddenly isn't so best. Apparently I'm the one to blame, because I'm not perfect ?
Last I checked, when two friends have problems with each other they talk about, but I guess that isn't worth the friendship. I'm actually more pissed at the fact that I should have been the one to do this, and a LONG ASS TIME AGO. I can't believe how patient I was. Sometimes caring about someone else more than one's self is ungood.

BLAH!!!! People come and go, no biggie. OR is it ?!

The beginning of the start ?

Hey Guys, or the 1 person reading this....

Tomorrow, July 22nd 2010, is the official 1st day of my real weight loss program. I'l be posting pics and information on what i'm doing and how i'm doing it. I'm looking forward to it, finally gonna start living a healthier life and sharing my happiness with the world, Cheesy much?

DAMN IT ALL TO HELL

I'm so sick of having to always having to be careful of each and every movements that I do. This damn leg of mine will be the death of me someday. I used to think that medication like Advil, Tylenol or Aspirin were bullshit and it was all in your head, if you believe it'll work then it will, that type of bs. But, these past couple of weeks since my surgery, I am forced to keep taking them on a daily basis because without them I would be in so much pain I might jump off a bridge. Medication day and night, I'm sick of it. I want to be healthy like when I was 15, running, jumping, swimming, I miss it so much just thinking about it makes me sad. Will I ever be able to do sports or return to the gym, I don't know, I sure do hope so though. All I can do now is rest, take it easy and simply wait it out. Ugh!!!~...

Can you be to nice ?

I've been wondering about this for a while now. Is there such thing as being to nice ?

I was faced with a situation where I was being asked a question. I had to either 

answer honestly and hurt this person's feelings or simply lie in order to not make this

person feel bad. 

Every time this type of scenario happens, I always wonder what if I replied something else. 

I mean, I'm a jerk from time to time, but I don't enjoy hurting people's feelings, which at 

the same time I kinda rather do than lie to myself and the other. So ya, do I say the honest

truth or just answer what this person wants to hear and forget about it ?

I'm gonna try being brutally honest and just think about myself. The end.

Ciao~

Are we to late ?!

For all the people complaining about how Muslim people live in the past and all that. If you think about it, they are thousand years ahead of us compared to our society. The US, Canada and many other countries have started banning skirts for girls in school. Then we'll start banning short pants/shorts/skirts for everyone because "women" are in danger from being raped and bullshit like that. Eventually our women will all be wearing a scarf, boots, mittens, pants, long sleeved shirts, and a blanket over all that. Tsk!!


If we keep on this way we'll go from this:



To this:



Ciao~

Don't be offended for Christ's sake.

Ok, so recently someone on my friend's list posted something on FaceBook. I then commented on his post saying how I don't agree and that something else is much better. Instead of taking it with a grain of salt, which is what I think everyone should do when confronted with another person's opinion, he replied and told me off as if i raped his sister or something ( Obviously something I would never do ).



Basically, wtf is wrong with people that they can't take criticism about something they like. Grow the fuck up. If you like a movie and I think it sucked, don't run away crying for dear god. Who gives a rat's ass ANYWAYS what other people think, to a certain degree of course. Anyways, Grow some balls.

Ciao~

South Africa vs. Uruguay

God damn FIFA. We're in 2010 and still they don't use instant replays. That stupid red card given to the African Goalie was bull crap. Unbelievable. Hopefully this world cup will be the last event to not make use of this basic replay system, which by the way,  is being used by almost all other sports for decades now. There's a petition going on online for this to happen, I'v signed it, will you ?

I'm fucking cripple fucking fuck.

For the pas 4 and a half years now, I'v been living with horrible back pain because of what i'm guessing is Dumbass Karma. I suffered of a Dual herniated lumbar disc, which basically means, my spine is dying slowly but surely. I'v had a surgery done January 14th 2008 and now almost 2 years later i'm still waiting for my second surgery in hopes of getting rid of my disability and the pain that comes with it.

Recently, I'v been in more pain than ever before, so much so that I'm contemplating not leaving the house until surgery day. I wake up in the morning with the worst imaginable pain, in my leg, numbness in my toes, my ass cheeks burn so much i feel like i got rammed by a truck. I can't sneeze without getting weak kneed, I yawn my back hurts. Anyhoot, you get the picture, I'm in pain, cripple and fucking angry.

I keep calling the hospital and all I get are stupid replies like 'We're sorry, there's nothing we can do at the moment, you just gotta wait your turn, you are not the only patient doctor X has'. Which is perfectly fine, but then I ask what type of patients for my neurosurgeon usually take care of and she replies 'Brain tumor victims' not only that, most of them are FUCKING OLD FARTS. So tell me, HONESTLY. What's more important, an old 60yearold's brain tumor, or a 24 year old's unfathomable pained herniated back problem, WHICH by the way, is a 2 hour surgery only. So tell me, is it that bad for me to wish for all those patients to die in order for me to get that fucking surgery I'v been waiting for over 2 years ?

Anyways, with that off my chest, I feel a little better, mentally.

Ciao~

Damn msn people.

So tonight I was going through my list of so called 'friends' on msn, when I realized that, half of those people I don't event talk to. But what really annoys the hell outa me is when i see random nick names, numbers, links and all types of alphabetical trash, OTHER than that person's name. I don't care that you are a cutiepatootie@myballz.com or I <3 You darling*8*#*.....

When you use a chatting program like WLM(windows live messenger), GoogleTalk, ICQ or even Mirc, please just use your god damn name in order for me to know who the hell I'm talking to.


Ciao~

My first post.

So, its 5:35am, I'm bored out of my mind.  So tired I can barely keep my eyes open, but in so much pain i can't stay still to fall asleep. What a conundrum don't you think ? 


Anyways. 


I'll be posting here as often as possible and you'll get to know me better with time. 


Now I gotta go take me some pain killer meds. 


I'm out. 
Ciao~